Thursday 18 February 2010

Intolerance to differences

AMU professor suspended for being homosexual, reads a headline in Times of India's Feb 18, 2009 paper. It's shocking. But what's more shocking is the manner in which S.R Siras's sexual preferences were 'exposed'.
The professor, who was due for retirement, was reportedly caught on camera having consensual sex with a rickshaw puller in his house on the campus. And this whole feat was achieved by his students, in collusion with a local television channel. At least, the report in one parts says the students engineered the thing and another part says a local channel was involved.
What is it that makes us so narrow-minded and intolerant? Students, who are supposed to be enlightened by education and open to ideas, go to the length of entering somebody's private space and disrobing him in public.
How does it matter what somebody does behind closed doors as long as it not something that hurts another? Are we trying to play moral cop for all the wrong things? It's understandable if he was harassing any of his students for sexual favours or indulging in 'gross misconduct (the ground on which he was suspended) in the college.
But this! Is shocking to say the least.

Monday 15 February 2010

The winter just doesn't seem to be keen on leaving Delhi this time. Which is well. It allows me the freedom to wake up late and still go for a walk without huffing and puffing and roasting in the sun. Had a lovely morning walk today, felt close to nature and to myself. So is nature my second nature? Watever!

Sunday 14 February 2010

Valentine's Day


Memories come back to the canvas of the mind
A red rose here,
A kiss there,
A forgotten fort
A promise long broken
Stored away
To be revived by tears of helplessness and loss
In some distant summer in some distant future

Some photographs that will never yellow with age
But will be corrupted by unnamed viruses
Some letters that inked thoughts of a tomorrow together
That made way for swifter emails that will never compensate
Some cards that still lie in recesses left untouched
Awaiting their resurrection in some future shared with another

A phone call
Songs recorded with an earnestness long gone
A shared lunch
Holding hands, exploring life, ideas and more
Dark stormy nights
Stormier days
Wind in the air
Tears down the cheeks
An open sky
Arrows of hurt
A broken mast
A rudderless ship
A jab in the heart
A love lost.

Another Day
A breezy night
A moonless sky
A hungry hug
A peck on the cheek
Warm sunshine
Fresh blades of grass
A jog in the park
A friendly lick
Budding hope
Everlasting faith
A love heals.

Happy Valentine's Day

Wednesday 10 February 2010

A gift



I feel the sunshine caress my face
I know he belongs to the human race
But this ray that plays with my eyes
Teases me, flirts with me and rejuvenates me
Is mine alone.

To warm me when my heart is cold
To dry the tears my heart can't hold
To lift me when my spirit falls
To give me hope when world seems false
He's mine alone.

And try as I might, logic fails.
A sense of ownership prevails.
A part of the sun is mine alone
And I can't part with this comfort zone
No matter how much I try.

Tuesday 9 February 2010

Withering away like the leaves in winter
The dry air brushes across
Taking strands of memories,
Spring waits to see how long will winter continue
Something snaps.
A twig beneath my foot,
Decayed, let not yet ready to die
It registers its protest
A stray leaf falls off a branch
Like a stray thought that wandered into my mind
Or a purposeless game in the journey of life