It's after a long time that all four of us are together at home. It feels good in a way. A feeling of familiarity creeps in providing security to a heart that's flown the nest.

One long holiday that won't end and life that won't begin. What, where, when?

One month too slow, one month too fast

Hatred is a new emotion I'm learning. It's gonna take hell to unlearn THIS. God be with me while I go through hell.

Drove 35 km in 1.45 hours. Learning slowly but steadily to drive away...question is where do i go? it's a pleasure learning to drive here. green trees, blue skies, white clouds...long, winding, shaded roads. is this where i belong? is there where i always wanted to go?

:( second time in two days sent a mail and forgot to send an attachment. am i going mad or wat?

Am I on a holiday? I ask myself everyday and the answer invariably is a big no. Then what am I doing here so far away from everything familiar and routine?
Seeking routine on vacation and order in a disorderly life. Looking within to find vacuums everywhere. Tired, this journey will never end...