Feeling so restless...
But in the midst of these waves crashing against the shore, the sight of this vast city glimmering in front of me is so calming. Knowing that there could be a murder, a robbery right behind this peaceful visage doesn't unnerve the ebbing waves...yet there is an unease. Why? How long will it last? Where is this life supposed to lead me?

A month has passed and the rain just refuses to stop, the clouds just won't let up. Getting to know you more and more and wishing I had done this earlier...God bless you wherever you are.

Dreams can be scary...especially when they throw at you a dream from the past, which would have at one time made sense, but now, rising from the incoherence of today are a far cry not just from any imagined reality but also from any desired future.
Then why do we dream?

The problem is not in thinking differently but in failing to explain different thoughts to different people...
The problem is not in being stronger or faster than people we love, but in failing to convince them that we don't want to leave them behind...
The problem is not in weaving a dream of a shared future, but in failing to share that dream with the people in it...
The problem is not in making mistakes, no matter how irreversible, but in failing to learn from them and preventing such mistakes again...

Learning, living, growing